It's that Godawful Monday...

I have the it's-monday-and-it-sucks blues. I am really hating Mondays...I hate the commute, I hate some of the attitudes...and it just doesnt seem to get better. I can't wait to have this baby so that I have some maternity leave. I will gladly stay home and deal with a squalling infant than listen to an adult cry!

Lucas is a little kicker...I am afraid he may find himself as a quarter back one day, because hes definitely good at kicking. He likes to roll too. The rougher, the better. I think maybe hes starting to realize hes in some close quarters that arent expanding to accomodate him as much as he'd like. I am wondering if he will have darker features like mine...dark eyes and hair, or lighter features like Jeremy...blue eyes and blonde hair. I carry the blue eyed gene so its possible that he could have blue eyes. I just can't wait to see him. It's funny, before, childbirth scared me...who in their right mind would willingly put themselves through the torture of labor?? Now, I am okay with it...I have just accepted it. So, theres not much anxiety here, just excitement to get in and get it over with!

This weekend was pretty laid back. I have to tell you that Jeremy is the BIGGEST sand bagger when it comes to playing cards! Through the whole phase 10 game, hes like, throwing his cards downs, and rubbing his hands in his hair, you know, his life is over, the game is stacked against him, blah, blah, blah, and then the little jerk ends up winning anyways! I hate that...I'll never get my phase, I'll never get my phase, and then that crybaby wins the game! So, we didnt get home until after 11 on Friday night, and Jeremy got up and took my truck to the tire place at about 10 so, I was awake. I got up out of bed and got dressed, did my hair and make up, and then went and sorted out my wedding pictures so that I can start scrapbooking...looking back on it, planning my wedding sucked, but looking at the pictures, it came together so nicely and looked so well done that it was worth every ounce of aggarvation I went through. I then ate a sandwhich, took my Mom lunch and went to the mall and just walked around. Then I made Jeremy stop at Dino's when we went to pick up Bjourne, because I was craving their iced tea. So, I got my tea and was in heaven. I drank the whole thing! Then we went home and Jennifer came over and we made steak and I packed some up and sent it to Dad (Mom wont eat venison steak) and we had dinner and brownies and ice cream afterwards. Then I watched the 2 one tree hill episodes I was behind and went to bed. Sunday was just a lazy day and I needed it. I didnt get the crib set up because looking at the 2 rooms, I just felt so overwhelmed. So, maybe this Saturday I will at least get it started.

Well, I am going to go and get back to work. If thats what you call this hell place....