Between everything with the house, and now everything with work, I am pretty much on the edge. And its a thin line I don't want to cross! Payroll jacked up everything this week with payroll, and I take it as a personal issue because I do this stuff and when its not right, and people dont get paid properly, or they dont have the proper information on their check, it really pisses me off. These people trust me to do this for them, and this company is smearing my good rep...the hookers. Just fix it.
We have people stealing wood from our property...I swear, do I have a HUGE freaking BULLSEYE on me or is it just because I am pregnant I am taking things way too personally? I dont know, but all of this anger and frustration can not be good for Lucas. I try to calm down, but its so difficult and then I end up in tears...and its all over. I am just so frustrated...I work so hard for what I have and someone is taking that from me??? It just makes me want to scream!
Between the bullets and the stealing and the retarded people driving on the roads, sometimes I feel like taking a poll to find out if I should bury the hatchet or bury myself!!
Well, I am getting ready to head home for the weekend...thanks for letting me vent!
2 comments:
Calm down sweaty, I know things get tough, but stress is REALLY bad for Lucas. I think the oppoesite of what you think is true, everyone is not made at you about payroll. And they will probably go easier on you BECAUSE you are pregnant. Sometimes it's ok to use the "handicap" when it comes in handy. Like when it's time to clean the litter boxes, or the trash looks like more than 10lbs. Or when you're sitting on the couch and you're really thirsty, but you don't want to get up, and you explain to Jeremy that the drink might actually weigh too much for you to carry due to the gravational pull, on this freakishly weird day of the month when the sun has this sort of alignment. Too much infact, more than your Doc would allow! LOL if he believes any of that, I'm really worried how Lucas is going to turn out! Let's pray that he takes after his momma.
I hope you have a good weekend. If you need someone to hang out with call me. I'm not that far from you......I don't think, but I do have to pay $2 for entering a new country. Man, I'm on a funny kick this morning, time to find something to do.
You are right...they werent mad at me about payroll...but its frustrating...thats one of the things that they deserve to have done correctly.
Everything you mentioned...I already do! LOL. Unless I get stubborn and do it myself just to avoid the hassle!
And you could come hang out...as long as you wear the kevlar!Thanks for the kind words and understanding...I needed that.
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