I picked a good day to be sick!

I picked a good day to be sick, and that is being said in all seriousness. I haven't been feeling well on my stomach, and I didnt sleep last night, so I got in to the office about 9:45 this morning. I felt bad about being late, but I just needed the extra sleep, and I am proud to say that since I have been pregnant, I have only missed one day. I may come in an hour later, but my work is getting done. I get here, and none of the computers are working. Nothing. No email, no internet, no Quickbooks, and whole lot of boredom. I managed to catch up on my filing, and then got a head start on payables. And they will be done before I head home today. So, I am still relatively on schedule for that.

I had the best dream last night, and I am not really sure what made it so nice, other than it was me and Jeremy...it was kind of strange as well...but I guess the weird dreams are part of pregnancy. I just remember waking up and not wanting the dream to be over. Maybe because in the dream Jeremy and I were getting along really well, and things just felt so much more simple. Like in the beginning of our relationship where everyday was a new adventure into figuring out more bits and pieces of eachother. Before marriage and struggle and babies and mortgages and everything else made things so complicated. Not that I would trade it for anything in the world. Sometimes, I guess you have dreams like that to show you just how lucky you really are.

I noticed that some of my recent posts have reflected that my mood has been borderline depression. I guess maybe I stumbled and fell. Kicked right off of my feet here lately with everything else thats going on. And I guess sometimes I am just afraid and I dont feel like being all that tough. But in the end, I manage to pull myself back up and get back on my feet, and I guess that is what really matters. I never stay down for long. I might want to, but I dont.

I guess that maybe I should clarify my work situation. Its not the job that is difficult as much as there are difficult inidividuals, but I am better at ignoring it now then I was a few days ago.

Well, I am going to sign off for the day and finish up these last few payables.