Its groundhogs day, and the little fat rodent saw his shadow, so that means 6 more weeks of winter...I predict 2 snow storms this month. 2 of them. Mark my words!
My birthday is 11 days away...its my last birthday as a non-mother. This is the last birthday that wont involve a mini-me. Its strange. I will be 23 and welcoming my baby into the world in another 3 months...interesting...
My last post was kind of a last minute off the top of my head thing. My sister is having issues in her relationship and it stemmed from that. I did talk to Jeremy about that argument, and he had actually forgotten it. He said he knows that I am sorry, and he agreed that sometimes he pushes my buttons too many times before he realizes I am about to blow...and something about I have a temper and I am stubborn...blah, blah...LOL. I tuned him out for that part!
I have always had the same philosophy on love from the day I realized what it was...I think that things are too simple or things are too hard. No one is ever happy with the way things are. We look for the quick fix, we rent because we just may not stick around long enough to own anything. With Jeremy and I, its up and down, we either move the Earth or we are standing on the shakiest ground ever created. We talk about forever when things are okay, and moving out tomorrow if things dont improve. The way I see it, the trouble with love and relationships these days, its just too damn easy to drive away. Because you can. If you have half a tank and half a mind to. The first sign of trouble, first little thing goes wrong, well, just jump in your car and drive until youre gone. But I see it as that what Jeremy and I have is worth the risk...and sometimes I think we can read a promise in every kiss...and in life...you pay for the music, and you do get to dance. So, you have every reason to stay, or go together if you drive away...it's not that big of a chance, huh? Especially when you wake up with that person that you love in the early morning hours and laugh and joke until you get out of bed. Some of our best conservations happen when we first wake up and we are laying there telling eachother dumb jokes, or I am making up little diddies about my kittens...(like..Jinx is like a curse...and I will kill him if he scratches my new purse...) Jeremy thinks its funny that I will sing little jingles at home when the cats commit some heinous crime. So, I make new ones up all the time!
I feel much better about things today...but now I have to get my butt back to work!
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