I swear, I am so thankful that this week is almost over...I feel like it has just dragged by! And as I sit here, feeding Lucas Doritos, I am thinking of what it will be like a year from now...when hes here...I am just not seeing a clear picture of it...maybe because this is all new to me.
Secondly, people are getting on my nerves! I need to go home and stay there. That way, I have no to blame but myself if I get irritated. I am almost looking forward to labor...12 weeks off? I am all about that!
I added some more items to baby registry last night, now that I know for sure that I am having a little boy...I will be beyond grateful for anything I get...the biggest thing that I want, is I have been looking for a throw rug to put in the baby's room and Babys R'us online has a rug in the pattern I picked out for the nursery...I really want that...if I get nothing else in decor and I get that rug, I will be so happy. Not to mention I will be happy with anything I get!
Yesterday, I was emailed from my Baby Center a birth plan chart. Who knew that having a baby could come with so many options! It's almost like shopping for a new car...you have this option, and that option, this comes standard, but you can have this...it's incredible. I almost DONT want to be in control of the labor. I would rather someone else tell me what to do! So, Jeremy and I have been going over all of our options and trying to select the one that best fits our needs. I get more and more excited when I think about it. I don't have as many anxieties as I did before, because now it's like, this is what I have to go through to meet my son, and that just calms me down...but no, I dont want to see it, no, I dont want to touch his head when he crowns...I just want to get him out and see him...I wonder if he will have dark hair or light hair...so many wonders...thank God it's Friday...I am pretty much worthless today!
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