I am feeling a little stressed about the impending holiday season...I have 6 more people to get things for, and I am running out of time and money. Right now, most of my "extra money" (<----- talk about an oxymoron!) goes to my baby. I tell you, this baby better start pulling it's weight! And the days get more and more crazy when it comes to shopping in the stores. At Wal-Mart, I avoid the toy aisle and all those other fun aisles and try to make a beeline for just what I need. People are getting more and more agitated and it shows.
I went to Wal-Mart last night to do my grocery shopping and I wanted to look for something for Karen. As I was bee-bopping through electronics, threatening people in my mind, I see him. My sister's ex-boyfriend. Now, you have to understand what a LOSER, JERK, ABUSER and just plain sorry individual he is...so, I must admit, that even though I never liked torturing ants under magnifying glasses in the hot sun on a sidewalk, I enjoy making him twitch. He apparently works at Wal-Mart now, moving pallets or something...I am sure they gave him that job because its really difficult to screw that up, and I am sure that he doesnt get anything he could possibly break...As I was coming through the photo place, I see him, and I stare at him..not only did he slam the pallet down and almost run away with that wheel thingy the pallets go on, but his face turned beet red...so I had to point him out to my Dad who turned around and looked at him, and it really made him uncomfortable. I am sure he felt like an animal in a cage...if he was an animal...he would definitely be a loathsome weisel.
My little cousins birthday party is Sunday, and I am not looking forward to it. The family drama surrounding my unlce has everyone on pins and needles and we are all pretty sick of it. It's awful how selfish he is being, and I hope I don't have to see him, because I will want to choke him I know. I guess my grandmother cries a lot, and thats not good. I am just so tired of watching him build up her hopes and then tear them down...hes getting pretty good at quitting, but not quitting the bad things, as he should. Anyways, now that I have lamented about that issue, I guess I can move on....
I accidently shut the truck door on Bjournes tail. Well, I am not sure I shut it on his tail or if it got too close for comfort and he let me know. He was fine, but I felt terrible. Maybe next time, he'll move his tail and sit right. I still cried all the way home..it was awful.
Tonight, my plan is to wrap the dozen or so Christmas gifts that I bought last weekend. I have been saying I am going to wrap presents for the past three days, and I just haven't done it yet...so tonight, I am really going to put forth that effort.
Next Sunday, I will be in my fifth month. 18 weeks. My baby will be able to actually hear everything. And respond to light...how amazing is that? And if its a little boy, his testicles are starting to drop out of his abdomen. So, hopefully, on Monday, when I go to EVMS, they will be able to see if there are testicles or not.
Lets keep our fingers crossed!
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