I feel awful. Let me just start by saying that. Not physically. Spiritually, and mentally and emotionally. I can't talk about it either because I have no voice. So, it SUCKS.
I tried to do a good thing and take in this beautiful husky from my aunt who couldnt keep her. Her name is Rayne (like rain.) Shes beautiful, and Bjourne loved her. She was gentle with Lucas. But apparently, cats are the other white meat to her. She managed to climb under our bed while I was giving Lucas a bath. She went after Samantha, my 17 year old cat. They ran into the bathroom, and Rayne jumped on top of her and bit her neck. It scared Samantha so badly that she peed on the floor. Jeremy managed to yank Rayne off of Samantha, but she cut her lip extremely bad. Other than being terrified and extremely pissed off, she seemed fine. But I didnt see her this morning, so I am worried about her. I know it sounds silly. But I am worried about her. I feel terrible. I tried to do a good thing, and Samantha suffered for it. So, not only was Samantha in a catatonic state of shock, but Rayne cried all night from the kennel. And I cried because its heartbreaking. Rayne doesnt understand what she did wrong. Samantha doesnt understand what she did to deserve it. And Lucas was hysterical because Jeremy and I were in the thick of it. It was crazy.
So, right now, I am looking for some kind of spiritual enlightenment to tell me that this was not my fault, that samantha is okay, and I did all that I can do. Until that happens, I am going to feel terrible.
1 comment:
It really isn't your fault. Things like that happen. Soon they will all learn their roles within the house and everything will be fine. They just have to get used to each other. Plus if they are not dead, they will be fine. Nothing got broken. It was just a learning experience for the two of them.
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