Today was kind of hard for me...for starters, I am thinking my mucus plug is in my nose again. And I am tired. I am so tired...but it seems so unfair to stay home and actually rest.
Things seem to have gotten better at work...at least for now. I am just taking everything one day at a time. Thats the way it is. I am going to do what I can in 8 hours and the rest will wait until the next 8 hours.
However, things on the home front have started to boil. The last few weeks have been bliss. Jeremy and I have really gotten closer I think. We spend more time together at night and on the weekends. We cuddle on the couch and watch a little bit of tv. Its been great. But given our track record it cant last. We argue and bicker...but we never stay mad for long, and to the outsiders, it might seem like we dont get along...but passions run high between us, be it love or anger, and I have just reached the conclusion that in the end, thats just the way we are. We fight but we get through it. And it doesnt matter what we were arguing about last night, but it was still upsetting. Hes tired and I am tired and it isnt working. We are having a difficult time meeting our obligations and keeping up with the house. Theres not a lot of extra time right now for just us to be us. Someone else always needs something, and its just so hard.
Well, I have a lot of work to get through today, because Monday and Tuesday were training days, so now I have the 2 days work to get done.
Until tomorrow....
2 comments:
It sounds like you have your hands full at this time. I am sorry that I asked you to do the scrape book. I just thought you would be the best person to do it. I can do it if you want me to. I don't mind. It just wont look as good as if you had done it. But thats ok. I am sorry about not being considerate of your time.
Dont worry about it, I if I felt I couldnt have done the scrapbook, I would have told you. Its fine. I wasnt even talking about the scrapbook when I blogged. So, dont feel bad. You were considerate of my time...you got the scrapbook and everything, all I had to do was put it together. It worked out fine. Please dont feel bad about it.
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